Shattered GlassI lay awake at nightWondering why it is the way it is.If I hadn't done somethingAnd this is just my punishment.Sometimes, as I lay there,I think about how it could of been.What life would be likeIf that one mistake hadn't happened.If I had just been paying attentionTo the road.It was my fault.Every little bit of itWas because of me.Only MeAnd now that it is in the past,I can't help but think of the future.Or if I can make it in this worldWith all the guilt weighing me downAs if it sits on my shoulders.I let my body go limp,Sprawled out on my bed,Whispering to myself.I tell myself that everything is okay.Too bad it's a lie.And I can only believe it for so long,Before reality comes crashing down on meLike shattered glass.
Love to HateI've sat around watching lovers mingle.Hugging, kissing, being.Though, I've also seen that break apart.What amazes me most is that twoCan love each other like crazy,Yet when one dumps the other,That love is gone."I Hate him or her."But that is not what I heard you sayLast week."I love him or her."Is what I recall.It's rather strange,Wouldn't you say?Love to hate with one conversation.I've never been a victim of this change.I understands it, but do not feel it.As if it does not exist.Months have past and he and IRemain the same.I hope he understands that I havePut away a whole young life ofLove and relationships.For him.Only him.And I'd do even more.And now when I find myself jealous of others,All I have to do is remember him.
Try to Live Your LifeTry to live your life without a heart,Oh, I'd like to see.Try to live your life without emotion,And let that show you what to be.Try to live your life without caring,No love nor hate.Try to live your life without affection,Knowing not of your fate.Try to live you life without her,Oh how I'd love to see you try.But try to live your life without me,And never shall you die.
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